May 26, 2007

Too Much

Too Much....

I cry hard

far apart.......

lies that utopia

the one.....

that strived for

lost i everything......

every joy

every sense......

i repent

what have i done??

GKC

Fading Memories

Fading memories,
Highlight the essence of life
That the footprints left on the sand of time
Are mercilessly washed away by the unchallenged
Vigor of this beautiful journey called life.
That their existence too ceases as time goes by.

Those moments so close to heart,
So much real, so much the present,
Would be passed on as only thoughts.
That those interestingly stretched events,
Would be scaled down to few reminiscences,
Limited to only one’s imagination.

That the feeling involving all our senses,
Would one day become unreal,
That every single memory would
Resemble our dreams

Those joyful little saplings in the garden,
Enjoying the sweetness of the nature
Would one day grow ten times taller than me
That they make me ponder how quickly
Time has passed by. Still lost in those days
When I watered those saplings make me realize
How short memory I have
That I fail to connect it’s present form with it’s past
That I surely forgotten those moments, those years
The link between the present and the past.

Those evenings, days, months, years when I used
To play, so much enthusiastic, so much involved
Would no longer touch my senses
That those wonderful victories, tearful loses
In the games would only be a memory and that too fading.
That those events so much a part of me can’t
Be remolded into any other form of communication
But can only be felt.

That this is the irony of life,
A journey that presents new challenges
At each turn, but fails to live the past.
A journey that is unstoppable and unchallengeable.

GKC

Mortality

Isn't mortality the very reality of life....That time takes the ultimate toll of the body. That each good soul has only a limited period... That once lively passionate body slowly loses its charm as age progresses That every loved one is to be seen for the last time, his presence felt for the last time....... Whether liking it or not, a person Unwillingly has to accept his destiny.. That he too has to have his last breath...going into a deep sleep....... forever....forever...... Knowing that life was once, the life long experience gained immortal.... That he lived as he would never die, and died as he never lived..... Knowing that his existence was unique, no other could ever take his place... That the very thought of his demise brings tears to his eyes. With a heavy heart he closes his eyes for a jourey to his dreamland.....


with a gloomy feeling

GKC

bidding u happy journey perhaps such a moment would never come..........................